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rockstarpeach ([personal profile] rockstarpeach) wrote2014-09-25 10:52 pm

Writing is hard

I need this right now, people, because I'm working on my spn_j2_xmas fic right now and it's hella hard! I'm writing a pairing I don't even ship and for some reason I have all these ideas and it wants to be really long and shit, but I can't actually write any of it. So I need a distraction. I hope to find it here:

There's this meme going around. Below is a list of prompts and you can give me a number along with a pairing of your choice (from any fandom you know you me from, any pairing in that fandom) and I'll write a drabble/ficlet for it.


1. soulmates au
2. childhood best friends au
3. teacher/student au
4. teacher/single parent au
5. one night stand and falling pregnant au
6. meeting at a coffee shop au
7. fake relationship au
8. roommates au
9. meeting online au
10. high school popular kid/nerd au
11. partners in crime au
12. writer and editor au
13. co-stars au
14. lab partners au
15. meeting in the E.R/A&E au
16. brand new neighbours au
17. meeting at a party whilst drunk au
18. waking up with amnesia au
19. parents meeting when they take their kids to class au
20. dysfunctional relationship au
21. best friends sibling au
22. two miserable people meeting at a wedding au
23. meeting on a train ride au
24. literally bumping into each other au
25. librarian/avid reader au
26. sitting on the same park bench au
27. meeting at a support group au
28. knocking on the wrong door au
29. going away to war au
30. tourist/knowledgeable local au
31. prostitute/client au
32. doctor/companion au
33. celebrity/fan au
34. meeting at a masquerade ball au
35. one of them trying to get the other one off of drugs au
36. living in a society where their love is taboo au
37. meeting in prison au
38. cop/person getting a speeding ticket au
39. long distance relationship au
40. exes meeting again after not speaking for years au
41. ghost/living person au
42. star-crossed lovers au
43. falling in love with their best friend’s partner au
44. one of them being diagnosed with a terminal illness au
45. pretending to hate each other au
46. nanny/single parent au
47. meeting at a festival au
48. meeting again at a high school reunion au
49. boss/intern au
50. going through a divorce au

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2014-09-26 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
Ooooh! Sam/Dean #45 :)

[identity profile] rockstarpeach.livejournal.com 2014-09-30 03:53 pm (UTC)(link)
So... This is kind of what you asked for. I suck at wincest these days, I'm sorry!


It's not easy. It should have been, he thinks but it's not.

Ignoring Sam's pleas, the way he begs Dean to let him help, the way he cries sometimes, quietly when he thinks Dean's not there. Pretending he doesn't see Sam as he passes him by, that he doesn't hear him when Sam calls his name. Pretending he's not hungry when Sam offers him a burger.

There's a whole lot of shit that Dean doesn't care about, anymore. The entire world can basically go fuck itself for all he cares – and surprisingly little of that is down to Dean's shiny new demon blood – but if there's one thing he can't get out from under his skin, one feeling he can't shake, it's this twisted, messed up, deep, abiding love he has for his little brother.

It's not easy to know that Sam is sleeping one room over, less easy to keep himself from going to him.

Sam's hurting, Dean can see that, he can feel it. It's Dean's fault and once upon a time that would have broken his heart. Now, the feeling twists and curls inside him, wraps around his heart and his belly and makes him warm. Satisfied. Sam is hurting and Dean did it and Dean likes it.

He wants to hurt Sam some more, hurt him in other ways, physical ways. Sexual ways. He wants Sam to cry louder at night, cry when Dean's right there beside him because fuck if his brother isn't one pretty son of a bitch, especially when he's all emo and shit. Especially when he's beaten all to Hell.

It's not easy to keep that part of himself secret, to make like he doesn't want to punch Sam until he's bruised and bloody and then fuck him hard in the mess. It's not easy to pretend he doesn't give a shit, to pretend that being a demon means he has no feelings at all, but he has to.

He has to hate Sam, because if he loved Sam like he wants to, Sam would hate him.

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2014-09-30 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
That is incredibly dark but somehow still very Sam and Dean - and that last line? Hit like a bulldozer. I don't think you can stop yourself from good writing, bb :)