Yeah, it was rather difficult getting inside this Jensen's head. He was kind of catering to that diskish part of himself by getting off on this, but I don't necessarily think that what he enjoyed was that Jeff wasn't getting off. That was the outcome, obviously, but Jensen took the whole thing as yet another way of Jeff proving how much he loves Jensen, that he'll do anything for him, even let Jensen use his body when Jeff doesn't particularly want it.

So it's more the feeling of meaning so much to someone that they'll do anything to make you happy. Again, probably pretty selfish, but Jensen did feel bad about it :)

Thanks hon!